I’ve spent more time here in the past few days than I have the entire school year. And I’m reminded of why I left. Even though I only moved a little ways away to Lansing, the culture is so much different as well as all the things inside it. I’ve been talking to people about it as of late and come…
I’m apart of Howell.
There is so much I want to do but so little time to do any of it. So instead, I do none of it. There’s so much wrong with the way I do things but I always expect the best outcomes. I’m starting to realize that I don’t know anything, anymore. I need to find something.
Pros.
- Running is going very well.
- I’m very healthy.
- My family is safe.
- I have a place to live with food on the table.
- I know what I believe in.
- I fall asleep after watch a movie almost every night.
- I have people to go to that care about me.
Cons.
- I owe my parents $1,500.
- I owe Howell Public Schools $550 (Before I can graduate)
- I owe the state of Michigan $200
- I’m doing terrible at both my jobs.
- I have no time to get organized or do things I enjoy.
- I’m probably going to miss my prom because I don’t have friends to go with or a date to go with.
- I’m tired, all the time.
I cannot wait until this all blows over.
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I’m running away, far away…
I don’t understand a lot of things. I’m not educated in a lot of areas. I know, I don’t know what’s best, or how people should do things. But I honestly believe people should
1) Do what they love, for only the right reasons.
2) Respect others and others opinions, because everyone is different.
3) “Why not try and building something for a change?”
I know sometimes hating people feels like the right thing sometimes, I’m not going to tell anyone to stop feeling what they feel, I’m just going to share something I have recently learned…
Try and understand people. Sometimes even people who do the most harm, mean the most well. Talk to somebody you don’t understand or don’t know very well. You’ll pick up what I’m talking about.
I know this doesn’t make a lot of sense, but my brain has been so scattered lately, I’ve been trying to organize it. I’ve been more observant of the way people act and everyone always says that they’re all about being positive, but the actions aren’t there.
P.S. Try and figure out where that quote is from. ;)
This is the first time I’ve ever wanted to punch somebody right in the face.
This, is, killing, me.
The lineup for this year’s Bled Fest has been announced. Taking place May 29 at the Hartland Performing Arts Center in Howell, Michigan, the sixth annual edition of the festival will feature over 45 bands, including Polar Bear Club , Misery Signals, the Swellers, Strike Anywhere, Of Mice & Men, La Dispute, In Fear And Faith, the Felix Culpa, Dr. Manhattan and in a pretty meta move, the Bled. Advance tickets are $15 and are available here, with the price going to $20 the day of; the full lineup is below…
